Delusion

“The Devil is in the details.” This is a confession, it’s not a plea for help. I’m safely supervised, stable and under control. But sometimes I wrestle with the validity of my own thoughts. I believe that angels have been intervening in my life so I can deliver a message with a website. I have… Continue reading Delusion

God Talk

High hopes… Sometimes, I can “hear” God more distinctly in my mind. He has to correct me a lot. Because I tend to make a lot of mistakes. I’m a stubborn human. Sometimes it takes me a while to write God’s message. I’m possessed of a busy disordered brain. Lots going on in there at… Continue reading God Talk

Moonstruck

if the moon were to speakwould it not be humbling… all our howling rebounding… Out of the primordial storm into the postmodern light… we romance the moon with loving eyes and inquisitive feet. We collectively know something of what it’s like to leave footprints on the moon. Someday we may know something of what it’s… Continue reading Moonstruck

Simply Put

The world could use a little Prozac. Especially the people that are hooked on always watching the mainstream news. It’s unhealthy mental digestion to constantly eat up the negative headlines. A better diet consists of more interaction with family and friends in a fun way. If your family reminds you of mainstream news, then perhaps… Continue reading Simply Put

Growing Up

I was born in the same year that the original sci-fi movie, “The Day the Earth Stood Still,” was released. Being bipolar disordered, this knowledge triggers mild temporary delusional mania in my grand little illusionary brain… It’s soon squelched after a quick smile. I didn’t have a good relationship with my parents. My five years… Continue reading Growing Up

Heart Felt

I just celebrated my birthday. I’m younger now than I will ever be again. Some things haven’t changed much since I was born. The human world, according to mainstream news, is still in a state of extreme evil coated chaos. Love would be a good focus for EVERYBODY. But some people are speaking out in… Continue reading Heart Felt

Friends

Friends happen when you make them. God’s church is within each one of us. Whenever we gather in spiritual love… we’ve built a church. We’re always in church. We’re never outside the love of a spiritual church. A physical structure simply provides shelter. We’re in church when with a friend. We’re in God’s presence when we’re… Continue reading Friends

Mental Health

In my layman’s opinion, mental illness is a physical brain disorder and should not be completely separated from physical illness. A disordered brain will have some sort of physical failure. Either or both physically witnessed trauma (severe stress) and natural (inherited) chemical dysfunction.  Mental illness can be mild, severe, undetected and unresolved which can undermine… Continue reading Mental Health

Suicide

Suicide is the mental equivalent of a terminal physical disease. It’s not a willful act to “commit” suicide. “Commit suicide” is a misnomer because it indicates that the victim was in control.  At that emotionally extreme point, the victim is not in control. The illness is in control. Suicide is the triumph of a disease… Continue reading Suicide

Bipolar

I’m like the 9 year old in your family that wants to gain your interest by banging his own little wacky doodle head with a soft plastic toy bowling pin.🤪 My grandparents made an 8mm movie reel of me doing just that. I’ve known for a very long time that my “attic” is full of… Continue reading Bipolar